My precious and beloved brother Selvakumar,
The hearts of all our family members are bleeding over the loss of our
dearly beloved Sister Kamalini. The only question that rages in our hearts
is, "Why, Why, Why?" But unfortunately we can never get an answer for
that question from God. We the family of the Dhinakaran's have asked this
question repeatedly several times in our lives, but finally have ended
up saying with Job as in Job 13:15 " Even though He slay me, yet I will
trust Him". When my precious Dad passed away just 42 days back, the verse
that strengthened me is found in II Corinthians 1:9, "Indeed, in our hearts
we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we may not rely
on ourselves but in the God who raises the dead". I am praying hard for
you with the tears that I have shed over the loss of my Daddy, since I
have now lost my sister Kamalini (my sister Angel also had the name Kamalini)
that the Lord who has raised Kamalini to live with Him may resurrect your
spirit to enable you to be a father and mother to Keziah and Shifra.
Kamalini was a dear sister with a motherly heart blemishes before God
and Man. Her faith indeed was unrelenting as was displayed in her ever
living smile in the midst of her greatest pain, which I enjoyed to see
even on the 23rd March when she came to weep for our family and to comfort
us. But now there she is in heaven with her Master in person, along with
my Dad singing, "How great thou art!"
May the Lord of peace who has taken away the mother Kamalini from the
world comforts as a mother through His ever prevailing love (Isaiah 66:12,
13). In all these things you shall be more than a conqueror.
Though not in person, due to the Kolkata meetings which I have to manage
myself my heart is with you.
With love and Prayers.
Your Loving brother
Dr. Paul Dhinakaran
Jesus Calls Ministries